I don't care how long he's been dead.

He's still gorgeous.

Happy 18th Birthday to me today! :)

I can't fucking wait.

Always forgive your enemies; nothing annoys them so much.

— Oscar Wilde

These hands long to be useful, creative. This body strives for purpose.

My brain, cannot fit in my head. My thoughts, cannot be trapped. My thoughts and ideas cannot be expressed through words, pictures, or feelings. They are much too strong to even begin to be shared. Words are as close as I can come. These words are trapped in my brain, my tiny skull, in my tiny body, in this huge world. This huge world -trapped in an enormous universe. My little brainwaves gliding and flowing and cruising through my blood stream yearning to be released in some way. They push and shove each other and try to break free but they can't. These words, these feelings are trapped; like a fly on sticky paper, like a fly in a spider's web. There is no escape.

Next project I'm tackling.

"Just thought I would let you know,

I'm always looking out for you!"

Best neighbors ever.

Fuck yes. I am so proud of myself.

For once I finally get what I fight for.

And this I believe: that the free,

exploring mind of the individual

human is the most valuable thing

in the world.

-East of Eden

I could look at his work all day.

I would shine just like a million suns

if you'd just love me baby.

Made my extremely stressful day a little bit better :)
I've been waiting for this since I saw it in Barnes&Noble!

The internet is one big piece of shit full of trash talkers, stalkers, weirdos, people with no lives, people who decide to hurt others out of jealousy, and access to anything and everything and the option to steal and copy anything and everything.

Here's the basics:

Stupid fan girls need to shut their mouths and get over their jealousy. You're not going to run into your fave band and have them see you and fall head over heels for you at the age of 13 when they're about 20. Get over it.

Stupid fan girls need to get the fuck off of tumblr and any other stupid blog or myspace or face book. Stop requesting girlfriends of bands. Stop sending them nasty messages or making fake email, myspace, or facebook accounts. GET A LIFE. They obv have one that you want, go out in the world and maybe you'll find one worth having too.

Leave innocent people alone -who you don't know and will probably never meet- regardless of who they're friends with or dating.

Don't post stupid fucking rant blogs about how you want to hurt someone because they're dating the man you're illegally "omgz in love withz!" THEY DON'T WANT YOU.

Jesus Christ.

There should be an age limit to the internet.

And parents shouldn't let their kids sit on their

ass all day reading peoples blogs and stalking

their profiles of any type to rag on them or steal

from them or copy them to look cool.

YOU ARE NOT COOL.

Fin.

Twilight Nerd :)

Trillz;)

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However...

3.19: The day Kim backed into a person at lunch, I spilled iced tea all over Atalanta Bread, and all over A-Wing.

I must remember this forever :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PsD0NpFSADM

I NEED to see this.

Amanda I was going to message you it but you're the only one who reads this so here you go hahaha.

10 days left until my birthday.

10 days left to get arrested without going to jail.

10 days left until I can get rated R movies from the library.

10 days left of only being able to legally drive one person.

10 days left til I can buy lotteries and porn.

10 days left of adolesence.

I can't wait until my birthday

and cheesecake and my dress

and my very best friends<3

FUCK YES.

We're going to the AP Tour<3

We're going to see our

lovely Maine and Rocket

and 3Oh!3 and Hit The Lights.

AHH I CAN'T TAKE IT!

Best part is we deserved it so bad.

Thanks so much GK<3

I hate homework and school blech. Everyday I do nothing in school, except in calc where we review for the AP test which scares me to death cause it's like saying hey you can graduate now! Tired of laying in my bed reading Frankenstein and falling asleep on it cause it's so boringgg. This was a good book:

Collage of beautiful stuffs<3

Didn't make this - I don't envy it, I adore it.

via tamourineguy.

Lovelovelovely.

"I have a good head on my shoulders

and im gunna make it out in the end,

people who deserve to be rewarded

in the future will be." -emmers.

I love that feeling. The one where you feel like you're on the edge of a cliff, about to fall off, but you know if you keep calm you're actually hanging by a string and won't fall. I love that feeling. Where the driver is someone you've met only briefly before you get into their car and they speed down the high way. They weave through cars in their Explorer and they don't know that a brake pedal exists. It's that feeling in your chest, you know it's wrong but it feels way too good. So you hold on; you hold on for the ride. I love that feeling. When you are scared to walk across an over pass because of the off chance it might spontaneously combust and fall into the Garden State Parkway. The feeling of cars rushing underneath you at 80 miles per hour, and the pressure of the air pushing up off of them. You walk up to the edge and look out the fence and watch - just watch. And absorb. And feel. Feel like you've never felt before in your entire life. You feel completed and infinite all in one. Your chest aches with hesitation but you just keep gripping on for more because you know that string of fate will hold you in place. In your right place - and things will happen how they're supposed to. I love that feeling.

And in that moment,

I swear we were infinite.

Stay with me and watch these cars go by,

and tell me the first thing that comes to your mind.

This was the most beautiful chair

I have ever seen in my entire life.

Two bite cheese cakes :)

What a lovely weekend.

Scissors and t shirts :)

Concerts. Sing-a-longs.

Frakenstein. Cheese cake.

AP Calc Review Book.

NEW FREE PEOPLE ZEBRA SHIRT!<3

"When you're 18 and somebody tells you

they love you, you're gonna have sex with them!"

So excited for these week song shows

we're going to do :):):)

And the ones we've already done.

The Pony Ponies!

When am I gonna find my Paulie Bleeker?

My Edward Cullen? My Garrett Nickelsen?

When am I gonna find the cheese to my macaroni?

When do you think it will all become clear?

Cause I'm bein taken over by the fear..

Everything reads like shit now that it's not Twilight. That kindof worries me, haha. My mom started texting, it's quite interesting. 23 Days! Scholarships, Vietnam Memories, Birthdays, Hardcore Shows, AP Tour, Bamboozle, Warped. Money, money, money. Amanda and I need to win those AP tickets, much more than any other stupid girls entering the contest with their stupid entries. Need to work on scholarships, two down, a million to go...How do I represent a good Italian role model citizen? Downloaded a new version of Limewire last night, it's weird.

Her outfits are fantastical. Pink dress =

ideal prom dress, but needs to be poofier.

Nodbody want's to be my friend:)

I've never seen this as an actual poster,

if it's real I must have it.

Not as if I have room on my walls...